Someone told me that I can easily get what I want. That when I aspire something, it will be given to me. And after hearing those words, I had to rethink the things/events that happened in my life to find out if there was any truth to what was told to me. And you know what? I think that person was right. As I remember past things I asked for, I realized that all I asked for or prayed for came true. Well, not really all of them. I guess those life-changing wishes or aspirations did came true. Most of the bigger or major wishes came true.
And now, I’m plagued with my latest wish. I asked for something to be given to me and I got it without making any effort, except for prayers of course. But as the days passed, I soon realized that what I asked for was not for the faint-hearted. I never knew the consequences that came with that wish until now. I couldn’t even believe myself for being stupid in asking for something when I didn’t know what I was getting myself involved in.
I am now torn as to what to do. I am more confused than ever. Well actually, the solution to my dilemma is so simple. I’m just making it complicated. I want to make sure I do the right thing and I do not hurt others in the process. But damn this is so difficult!
With this realization, I no longer know if it’s still right for me to keep on wishing and praying for more blessings to come my way as I might chicken out once I realize the consequences that came with my wish. It’s just too sad to know that I may have to stop dreaming and wishing for a brighter future for me and my dreams knowing that I might not be able to live up to the things that I may need to sacrifice to get what I want. I know I need to work hard in order to get what I truly want but the thought of doing so weakens my spirit.
If only life is simple and easy, you’d probably see my chasing sunsets all the time.